how far we've come.
far indeed.

i can't fathom this phenomenon - my emotions towards you. i never thought the day would come where i'd miss you every day and you will be stomping about in my mind all the time.
i love how we're so close now, a vast difference to what was three years ago. all i know is that the hate has been replaced by love; a love so huge and strong it overwhelms me all the time, and catch me by surprise when you do little things that many would've overlooked.
i am happy you chose me. yet, at the same time i am scared. afraid that i'd lose something as incredible as you. because once you know how good something is, you fear it will end faster than you'd like it to.
i wouldn't know what to do if you left. it would be hard to forget those tiny teeth and small mouth. that lean frame, that big hands, that silly grin and the weird rocking thing you do when you pretend that your leg hurt.
i wouldn't know if i'd find someone that begins to come close to what you've done for me. i am immensely grateful to God you never gave up because it'd mean im silly if i let you go.
thank you for taking me in even when i was broken. it meant alot that you persevered given the circumstances we were in.
i wouldn't want our fairy tale to end. i want it to go on forever as much as possible.

i love you so much.
do you know that?